Letting yourself go in your art...

Are any of you like me,,, I pull back instead of just letting myself feel free in my art... and so this causing me__ one: not do it and two: not to enjoy the process... Thats the way I am expecially using paper... I found on the internet just maybe a way to help me get past this hang up I have had for many years.... and that is Teesha Moore you tube! 

Oops I got to go... dentures today in just a few minutes.. will finish when I get back...